jumbled broken phrases in a song.

Book: "Angels and Demons" - Dan Brown.
Music: "Fall, Fall, Fall" - Razorlight.
Mood: Content/hopeful.
Kitty is currently drinking a home-blended banana milkshake and browsing facebook with great bordeom.

Oh dear. Terribly ill :( Seriously, who knew period pains could be so fucking painful? I ended up throwing up most of the day, but then balanced that out with watching movies (:
Didn't get to do all the revision I wanted to though :( oh well.

Tomorrow's EUROVISION! :D EXCITED.
Serbia didn't get into the final though 8-)
Tom's coming over to watch it with me + fam. I hope I feel better by then D: I'd better, because we're going to have strawberries and melted chocolate ^_^

Sigh. I have an exam on Wednesday, and then another one on Friday. I'm a little iffy about learning all those Gatsby quotes. I know quite a few already, but stilll.

It's raining (: Well haps about that, I love the rain and storms and stuff. But only when I don't have to leave the house, of course. I love sitting inside, preferably with Tom, and drinking hot chocolate, watching a movie or reading a book. And with my fairy lights on.

Why do I never have anything particularly interesting to say on here? Meh. It's also very incoherent - I never seem to be able to write fluently on this blog.

I really wish I owned a copy of Bridget Jones's Diary, the book. And the second one, actually. I'll go have a look in a charity shop, see if I can get them cheap.

Grey's Anatomy won't load D: It's getting so damn good, poor Izzie though :( or yay! Izzie? Depending on how you look at it really.

Maybe from now on I should bullet point my entries, so at least they seem a little more organised.

Yash has a mobile :D YAY. Bye bye texting credit.
My mother lost my cable that links my phone to my computer, so I can't put my text on here. It's really pissing me off because I have no room on my phone so I have to delete loads and I don't like deleting some texts >.>

Also, since I re-booted/re-installed everything on my laptop, I can't connect me zen to it >.> Going to have to sort that out.

Going out to Cafe Rouge on Sunday evening with Tom (: It's our one and a half year thingy. (: Weird how fast it's gone. It's only been 18 months. I feel like I've known him my whole life; it's so weird thinking of a time when I wasn't with him. Most people seem to think that to :P


It's so many peoples' birthdays D: Tarlie's recently, Yash&Ramesh's yesterday, Jo's on Monday, Alice's next next Sunday. I bet there's more peoples.

When I feel I'm doing this all wrong
and I jumble broken phrases in a song
you know how to speak through me
"Walking Next to You" - Acres

musings.

I feel very sad for some reason.

But I'm having jacket potatoes tonight with tom (: so everything is alright.

oh, hello tharr.

Guess who's back, back again.

Yerrr, it's me (: Hi guys, don't need to miss me anymore. Which I'm sure you all did, right? You noticed I was gone, right? xD

Well, I was in Manchester! Woop, lovely city, if a little over whelming, and their bus system is so confusing. At their bus stops, they don't say where the bus is going or how often it comes or where it stops. How silly.

Well, let's see.

Friday
Left at 9am with my suitcase in the back of Tom's mums car, a suitcase that was just a tiny bit bigger than anything anyone else was carrying xD Spent most of the 4-6 hours in the car sleeping on Tom's lap or listening to music. We did stop at two service stations, which were almost completely identical right down to the M&S, WHSmith, Eat., Burger King and Costas that were in each. They even sold the same chewable toothbrushes in the toilets D: it was creepy.
We got to Mary, Tom's Aunt's, house and they were on holiday so we stayed there and looked after the cats. Arthur and Helga were the cats' names. Arthur was very sociable and slept on my bed, where as Helga only appeared on Saturday and didn't move from behind the sofa. She's neurotic, but she did let me stroke her.

That night we didn't do much; Tom and I read our respective books whilst cuddling on the sofa and we went out to dinner at "Phain Thong", or at least a name along those lines. Then we got home, we all played Scrabble and Tom's mum won xD Then Tom and I watched Artistocats in our pyjamas before we went to bed.

Saturday
Tom and I went to Manchester. His mum dropped us off at Greenfield station, except we'd got the train times wrong so we had to wait half an hour. We went to a little cafe and had hot chocolate as well as crossing the canal on stepping stones.
Btw, Mary's house was in a little village in the country side, which was gorgeous. There was a row of houses opposite us, and then giant rolling hills.
Anyhoos, eventually got to Manchester. Got completely lost, ended up walking to the university as buses were confusing. University was closed :( but we saw the buildings, some pretty cathedral and the museum which had the Lindow Man in it!
Then went back to Central Manchester and shopped. (: I got a summery dress from Republic, some black skinnies from Topshop and then this dress and belt from this place called the "Afflecs Palace" which was like a Camden-type thingy but in three-storey buliding. Nice stuff though.
Eventually got home, ate Fajitas and I watched Dr. Who (:

Sunday
Today we went on a really long walk, up the canal, went on a canal boat and saw ducks and I sang "Rosie and Jim" repeatedly (: We then did some reallllllly long walk up country roads and up a giant hill to see the tree they'd planted for Tom's grandma. It was by a gorgeous resovouir (sp) and we had a picnic near a brook. Then Tom's mum left to walk back and then pick us up by car. I fell into the brook, of course. We sunbathed and then got picked up. Afterwhich we had an EASTER EGG HUNT! and at one point, played Scrabble. Also went out for dinner to YORKSHIRE. yay.

Monday
Got home surprisingly quickly, as in, 4 hours (: yay. ate some chocolate and went home.

ANd so was my weekend.
My itunes is being annoying, as in it has all my songs but everything i try to play it it says i have to go find it again as it's lost all of them. so i have to go through every f'ing song. Urgh.

Okay, not to watch Henry VIII on 4OD (:
Yes, wasn't this post interesting.

i get all the girls ;)

Firstly I hate pretty girls, all of them (that includes you, Yassie.) I hate going on facebook and seeing their photos >.> I know, I'm such a stalker but I can't help myself.

And why is it that so many private school girls are so pretty? Does this just come with money? "/

Drama went alright. I think I passed, at least.
Tom came to see me though >.< i'm so glad he came, idk what i would've done without him.

and my heard hurts.
and i wish i could write interesting and thought-inspiring posts, but i can't.
sorry.

I also wish I could take amazing photos that really capture something.
Obviously, I can't.
Oh darr, this entry is so self-pitying >.> Please, shoot me now.

lulz v. bored.

Last night I wrote some crap on ElJay ^_^ and now I feel better.

Today was French Day and we just slumped around alot after eating way too much food and watching Amelie (sp) (i just wrote "after eating way too much amelie and watching the food >.>)

So bored.

001. Real name → Katarina
002. Nickname(s)→ Kat (only one Amy accepts), Kitty, Kirry, Kits, Kiffy etc.
003. Zodiac sign → Sagittarius I think.
004. Male or female → Female
005. Primary school → Oaklands
006. College → Richmond durr.
007. High School → Elthorne, woop.
008. Hair color→ Vague browney colour.
009. Long or short → Mediumish.
010. Loud or Quiet → Err, it depends. I tend to be quiet whilst sleeping or working.
011. Sweats or Jeans → Jeans mostly, but sweats are soo comfortable at home (:
012. Phone or Camera → Phone, easily.
013. Health freak → Err, in some ways?
015. Do you have a crush on someone? → Ever so slightly 8-)
016. Eat or Drink → Ooer.
017. Piercings → Two pairs.
018. Tattoos → None as of yet.

HAVE YOU EVER?

019. Been in an airplane→ i drive them to college each day.
020. Been in a relationship → yes, thousands.
021. Been in a car accident → the car flew over the edge off a cliff.
022. Been in a fist fight → i beat people up regularly, but i tend to use my shank.

FIRSTS:

023. First piercing(s) → the ears, but of course.
024. First best friend → coralieee.
025. First award → lulz, something in primary school?
026. First crush → Err, some guy in nursery I assume?
027. First time → your mum/other insult etc.
028. First big vacation → lulz, serbia? lol woo.

LASTS:

029. Last person you talked to → Dad probs.
030. Last person you texted → Toom.
031. Last person you watched a movie with → Amy, Sara and Georgia!
033. Last movie you watched → Amelie! (I think I'm spelling that right)
034. Last song you listened to → Something on my zen, idk what, it was on shuffle.
035. Last thing you bought → 4 doughnuts and some scottish pancakes (for french day, not all for myself!)
036. Last person you hugged → Amyy.

FAVES:

037. Food → Ooer, pancakes and spag bol (seperately)
038. Drinks → Water tbh. And that really nice vanilla milk stuff.
039. Clothing → Um, hoodie (:
040. Flower → i like most pretty flowers.
041. Books → ooh, memoirs of a geisha, girl with a pearl earring, sabriel series, the forestwife and a few others i think.
042. Colours → purple, red and gold i guess.
043. Movies → dirty dancing, lion king, howl's moving castle, juno and across the universe.
044. Subjects → early modern history (y)

IN 2008..... I

045. Kissed someone → Indeedy I did.
046. Celebrated Halloween → Yeah, at Tarlie's partayy.
047. Had your heart broken → Nope, thank goodness (:
048. Went over the minutes on your cell phone → Oh yess.
049. Questioned someone's sexual orientation → Sure.
050. Came out of the closet → *sits in closet* Not yet bubz xD
051. Got pregnant → yasemin got me pregnant like 28 times.
052. Had an abortion → Nope, I kept all 28 kids!
053. Did something you regretted → A few things I guess.
054. Broke a promise → Probably.
055. Hid a secret → Yes, many many people still don't know about all my children.
056. Pretended to be happy → Well, yeah.
057. Met someone who changed your life → Errr, no, not really.
058. Pretended to be sick → Probably, once or twice.
059. Left the country → Nope. Not once. >.>
060. Tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it → ;)
061. Cried over the silliest thing → Ahaha, yes, for no reason at all sometimes!
062. Ran a mile → Lulz.
063. Went to the beach with your best friend(s) → Nope.
064. Got into an argument with your friends → Sure/
065. Hated someone → I hate everyone until they prove themselves worth liking, yes? xD
066. Done something good for someone else →I hope so...?

At the Moment I am...

067. Eating → Nothing.
068. Drinking → Water.
069. Listening to music→ None atm.
070. Listening to → As above.
071. Plans for today → Nothing more. Idk "/ Maybe dye my hairrr?
072. Waiting for → Nothing, but my neck does hurt. >.>

YOUR FUTURE:
073. Want kids? → Yes (:
074. Want to get married? → Yeah, it would be nice.
075. Careers in mind → Lulz, no idea.

Which is better in the prefered sex...
076. Lips or eyes → Both please.
077. Shorter or taller? → Taller thank you.
078. Romantic or spontaneous → Romantic is spontaneous.
079. Nice arse or tits – Well, I really don't want them to have tits, so the arse I guess.
080. Sensitive or loud → A good mix of both.
081. Hook-up or relationship → Relationship atm.
082. Trouble-maker or hesitant → Lulz, you fail quiz, you fail.

HAVE YOU EVER:

083. Lost glasses/contacts → Ahaha yeah, I tend to find them again though.
084. Ran away from home → Nope.
085. Hold a gun/knife for self defense → Not for self defence, just to kill people, y'know? (god, im bored.)
086. Killed somebody → Yes, all the time!
087. Broken someone's heart → Err, idk.
088. Rejected someone's call on purpose → Lulz yes.
089. Cried when someone died → *touch wood* Not yet.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

090. Yourself → I do exist.
091. Miracles → Kinda.
092. Love at first sight →No.
093. Heaven → I think so.
094. Santa Claus → Yes, ^_^
095. Sex on the first date → I believe it happens.
096. Kiss on the first date → As above. But yes, I would.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

097. Is there one person you want to be with right now? → Yerrr.
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life? → Some parts.
099. Do you believe in God? → Think so.
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people → Shut up.

Lulz, so bored.
I might play Wii, lulz.

for once i'm not procrastinating.

It's amazing, isn't it?
But because I'm not procrastinating, I'm not quite sure why I'm writing here... I never seem to have anything to say when I'm not supposed to be doing something else.

I did finish the first draft of my English cw though, I guess that's something of an achievement. I also left the house today (to walk Max,) achievement no.2! Tomorrow is French Day, ahh, that's like.. 2 or 3 years, right? Something like that.

Ta to Jo, I GOTZ MA TWITTERZ ON MY BLOGG. Woop.
And, um.
I made a cheese tortia (: And called Amy but she wasn't in 8-) Geez, she has to have a social life, doesn't she? Bitch xD

I also played on the Wii and watched Bridget Jones.
This entry was a complete waste of time. I'm going to go rant privately in LJ now. RIGHT. Ta peoples.

twitter trouble.

how on earth do i get my newly made twitter onto my blog?

yassie decided to make me one y'see xD

So yeah, help?

25 things (+2)

Actually I wrote 27. Oh well, live with it (: Click on the pictures to see them properly btw.

1. As Amy just pointed out in a recent comment, I talk about my boyfriend far too often. You must all be sick of it (:

2. I stalk people's blogs - watch out, beware, I could be reading YOURS! I also stalk people's facebooks/myspaces/whatever because I like learning about other people's lives.

3. As I just said, I like to learn about other people's lives, and not just gossip. I want to know what's running through their minds, who they're thinking of, what they're feeling, what they want to do, their favourite memories. That's why I love blogs and other shiz, it gives me an insight into their lives.

4. I like watching people on buses/in class for the above reasons. xD

5. I want to study Renaissance History at Warwick University; they teach you Italian and you spend a term of your third year in Venice.

6. I get very jealous of people all the time.

7. I have a thumb/hand cramp right now. Bet you didn't know that, did you?!

8. I cannot leave work not done. If it's there and I have time, I'll do it. Like just now, I had an English essay my idiot teacher left us when he wasn't in but no one really has to do it. I just did... I just had an urge, dammit! XD

9.

10. I love xkcd and asofterworld. Alot.

11. I tend to think alot whilst in the shower, and sometimes I talk to myself. I'm quite the weirdo.

12. I get really awkward around people, even those I know fairly well. I don't have that charisma that makes conversation come easily and openly, so I always get worried that I'm not interesting or captivating enough and that they'll get bored. Hence the awkwardness.

13. If you ask me for advice, I'll tell it to you straight. Yassie knows that well enough, "You're not going to like this Yash, but I think..." xD

14. I want to have kids one day, and at least one girl, please. I think I'd called her Rosalyn, or perhaps another name which I can't remember now. Oh der.

15. I think most boys' names are terribly boring, sorry. Joshua is decent though.

16. I really want waffle. And a croissant. Which I'm getting now :D JOY.

17. I hate the feeling of wrinkley skin (after a shower), dry skin and dry lips. I'm going to end up turning into Amy and her vaseline!

18. My favourite number is 17!

19. I have an amazingly short attention span for alot of things. Especially games - I can only play for ages when there are other people around.

20. I don't have any particular talents, but I wish I did. I am going to start learning piano in the summer term hopefully.

21. Acting is an amazing experience. I wish I was better at it, but I'm okay with how I am (I just need an A >.>)

22. I can almost picture my future flat/house etc. The flat will be red (the living room, I think) and pretty with arty stuff and a giant pinboard for me to put things up on. The house will be slightly messy with kids, a dog and two cats.

23. I never ever want to lose contact with a few certain people, Yassie being top of the list.

24. There are so many things I want to be; I wish I were more arty, articulate, imaginative, charistmatic, grammatic, intelligent, witty, talented, beautiful and original. Unfortunately I'm not. Ah well (:

25. I believe there is a God, somewhere. I'm a Christian because that is how I've been brought up; I believe in a higher power because that is what I choose. People may not like that, but oh well.

26. I have a few hopes now that I would never have dared hope for last year. >.< I really feel like I have a chance.

27. I am eating a croissant and a waffle now (: I love the smell of waffles.

*noms* Okay, so a little over 25. This is this week's asofterworld comic. I love it.

i do love snow.

I couldn't sleep last night and I was stressing about drama, so called Tom at around half eleven 'cause he calms me down. And then he told me to look out the window... I nearly hyperventilated! It's so beautiful! It's stopped snowing now :( I hope it carries on! I don't want it to melt!

My dad's driving me to Tom's at midday (:

"The snow reminds me of someone. It can be peaceful and it soothes me just by being there. It can be fierce and passionate, and whatever it is, it captivates me. When I see snow, my heart goes all fluttery - something amazing is happening (we really don't get snow enough around here) . I cannot look away."

I also played in the Wii today :D

but she's my angel.

Holiday in Spain - Counting Crows.
That's where the title of this post comes from. It's a lovely song, but a little depressing, as most of my fav songs tend to be.

Ahhhh, I'm just typing here to procrastinate doing something to my drama coursework. My teacher is an idiot; she won't tell me how to improve it or what grade it is and seems bemused everytime I ask her how to get an A. Urgh. >.>

I have rehersals on Tuesday and Wednesday from 7:30 - 9. And probably on Friday and Sunday too. I can't believe we have to reherse on Fridays! Obviously I won't be called in for every rehersal, but I will towards the end. On Sundays now I have my class form 11-1.30 and then from 2.30 - 8.30 i have rehersals. >.>
AND SO MUCH WORK.
And then The Crucible rehersals too. And english and drama coursework. Sighh.

It's my mum's birthday on Tuesday (: We bought her a wii! I havn't had a chance to play with it yet, but I will tomorrow when Tom and I come over here. Yesterday I made peanut butter cookies with Tom for my mum's birthday. They needed less peanut butter and some vanilla extract instead. xD And more water! *changes bbc recepie*

Hmm, okay, I think I've exhausted my excuse of blogging. Now I should do work.

Idk what to do for Valentines "/ He's taking me out to dinner, either Cafe Rouge or Zizi's I think. I want to get him Hotel Chocolat chocolates because I know how he adores them, but he knows I'm getting them for him as he's taking me because I don't know where the shop it xD But I want to get him something else as a surprise, but what?! I'm making him a card, as we always do for occasions, but idk, wanna do something else too.
Hmmm.

RIGHT. Now I'm really going to work. xD

paolo nutini makes me feel relaxed.

Hmm, what to write about.

Well, I have little work to do. That's pretty great for me, not so interesting to you.

Sigh.
I want it to be slightly warmer and sunnier. I've always loved the winter, but this bit is fairly shite. I weather that's warm enough that I can go out with a skirt and not wear tights. I want to be able to wear dresses and not have my shoulders freeze off. I'd quite like it to be warm enough so that no part of my body freezes off. I want to wear dolly shoes and not worry they'll get soaked. I'd like to not worry I'll get soaked at all, unless it's in a water fight. I'd like to be able to lie on the grass outside the college with people. I want to have icelollies.

And I would love to wake up in the morning and actually feel like I should be waking up. Waking up when it's still dark is depressing.

I would also like some pasta, please.

I want to dye my hair back to red. This colour looks pretty shit.
Err, anything else I want?
Well, yeah. Clothes. I want a shopping spree! For exams to be over, even though they havn't begun.

Blah blah blah. Moaney entry.

Wow. I wish I had something interesting to say in my blog. I think I give up on blogger; lj is much better. Ta.

are we human, or are we dancers?

I really like this song.
Really.
*tries to download*

I'm (hopefully) going to see Australia tomorrow.
And I got a call back for the play at Questors. I thought the first audition went really badly (so badly that I ended up crying down the phone to Tom - which I never do - because I felt so crap.)

I wish I was Blair Waldorf. I want her figures, her looks, her clothes, her !shoes! and Dorota. And Chuck is pretty buff too, but I'm good with what I've got in that area.
Just (:
Okay, I know I said I wouldn't talk about said boyfriend, but this effects the rest of my life... so that makes it okay to talk about, right?
I just feel really happy and stable at the moment, like everything's going well and I don't have to worry about that part of my life. I was really stressing over drama and exams and what I'm going to do and shtuff, and I just really wished he was there with me because I just sort calm down when he's got his arms around me.

Okay, finished talking about him (: See, only like three lines. That's impressive.

I am eating way too much at the moment. Urgh.
I should be revising history way more than I am now.
I hope drama goes well.
I like my hair. It's darker, so my skin looks paler.

I have a craving to see Sophy, how weird is that?
I also have a craving to sit down and have a long chat with Amy.

This Saturday I'm going over to Tom's/he's coming to mine and we're going to watch movies, play guitar hero/dance mat and eat Ben&Jerry's. (: That's the life.

Harry confided in me recently, I was quite touched.
I have tutor on Friday 8-) Jerome pisses me off.

I really want to see yasemin again soon. i love her to pieces. i wish we got to talk more :( her damn internet! it's annoying going ages without talking to your best frienddddddd.
♥

i have friends. honest.

More might be coming soon, if I can be arsed (:

let's get blogging.

or blagging, whichever you prefer to call it and depending on whether you are an xkcd fan, which i am.
buff comic.
www.xkcd.com

i have a livejournal. i use it as my diary.
i had a blog here. it was shit.
this one may be the same.

but i cba, will do this later xD